I survived,
Nov. 29th, 2010 07:59 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
straightcougarthe worst shopping weekend of the year. I am glad I work for Target and not some of the other major retail chains. We went in at 3:45 and got let in a back door, and they fed us pizza.
And I was very grateful Ally took a almost 5 hour nap that day so I could get in a 2&1/2 hour one myself. I swear that weekend lasted a lot longer than 3 days.
The Christmas tree is up. I had mixed feelings about doing any decorating because we still haven't made a mortgage payment. If feels weird decorating when we don't know if we will lose our house or not. I am still fighting with the bank to do a workout with us.
I am just grateful for the fact that Allyson isn't even 3 yet and she wont remember what a rough year this has been. It wouldn't be so bad if I could atleast say she is happy, but Jason and I are working so much on top of everythign else that needs to be done that we hardly have time to spend with her and its taking it's toll.
*sigh* It will get better, I just have to keep shoveling.
And I was very grateful Ally took a almost 5 hour nap that day so I could get in a 2&1/2 hour one myself. I swear that weekend lasted a lot longer than 3 days.
The Christmas tree is up. I had mixed feelings about doing any decorating because we still haven't made a mortgage payment. If feels weird decorating when we don't know if we will lose our house or not. I am still fighting with the bank to do a workout with us.
I am just grateful for the fact that Allyson isn't even 3 yet and she wont remember what a rough year this has been. It wouldn't be so bad if I could atleast say she is happy, but Jason and I are working so much on top of everythign else that needs to be done that we hardly have time to spend with her and its taking it's toll.
*sigh* It will get better, I just have to keep shoveling.
